Mencurahkan isi hati 5

YYOOSSSHHHH!!!!
akhirnya gw menemukan seberkas sinar dari permasalahan hati gw hohoho....
mayan dr nonton anime dan dorama lgs memberikan gw sedikit jawaban...
akhirnya gw sedikit mengerti apa arti cinta dan sayang bagi diri gw,
hmpf....br inget gw skrg, ternyata dl gw kyk gini wktu syang n cinta ma seseorang...
bagi diri gw ketika gw merasakan cinta dan menyayangi seseorang,
gw ngerasa bahwa gw bner2 g mw kehilangan dirinya...
bener2 ingin slalu disisinya...
bisa slalu ngejaga dirinya...
ngejaga hatinya...
buat dirinya bahagia...
gw rela menderita demi org tsb...
hanya cmn ingin liad dirinya tersenyum...
dan tertawa didepan gw dan dibelakang gw...
bisa menghapus kesedihan dan kebimbangan dalam dirinya...

emg smw tmn2 gw yg gw tanyain soal permasalahan ini jwbnnya sama,
tpi g ngebuat gw inget apa yg dl gw lakuin...
g ngebuat gw ngerasa ngejawab smw pertanyaan gw...
skrg...
gw siap menjalani hidup gw yg baru...
emg sedikit konyol klo jawabannya sama...
tpi pertanyaan dlm diri...
walaupun se-simple apapun...
jawabannya hrs muncul dlm diri untuk ngelepas smw pertanyaan itu...

beberapa bulan perenungan dan pemikiran...
akhirnya diakhiri malam ini juga...
hidup yang baru...
hati yang baru...
saatnya mencari cinta yang baru...
mungkin bisa g skrg, tpi seenggaknya...
gw dah nemuin apa arti cinta dan sayang bagi diri gw...

Personality Test

Iseng2 nih personality test di Doubutsu-Uranai

1. You are Green Lion, who reminds of a warm sunshine in the winter.
2. Your personality is kind, modest and courteous.
3. Although sensitiveness stands out in conversation, and in the way you talk, your crisp movements give good impression to people.
4. You look as though you are very sociable, but you also have inflexible and obstinate side.
5. You don't express your feelings and thoughts.
6. You listen to others passively, but it is unlikely that you would use the ideas that came up.
7. You stick to your ideas and won't change so easily.
8. If you find weak points in other person's theory, you will severely attack that.
9. You have a precise and alert personality.
10. You will not go after things that are in fashion, and this can also be said about towards work.
11. You have high self-esteem.
12. You can calmly manage carring out your job, and is a person of artisan spirit.
13. You dislike being told what to do.
14. You will be successful working in venture company, where you can exercise some freedom.
15. You are not good at behind the scene tactics.
16. Your leadership may be easily taken by those who are much better at political maneuvering.
17. You should become more confident by making your mind enriched.